Thursday, March 02, 2006

everything's screwed.
its taking a toll on me.
competition and stuff.
nobody really understands.
one depressed soul.

i'll be so glad when the tournament is over.
cos i cant take it anymore.
no longer human, just a punching bag.
when i win everyone's there to share it with me.
what about during trgs
who's there to encourage me?
who's there to tell me its okay when i fall?
none of you are.

and you.
you arent making things better.
seeing you around just makes me feel worse. like thats even possible.
i just WISH WISH WISH there was someone like qing in my class )):
then things would be better. i know it will.

contented? hardly.



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