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Thursday, August 03, 2006
gna catch a movie with angelia, funghua & cathy (: results for common test. chinese: 27/50 amath: 27/40 emath: 32/50 chem: 29/50 ss: 19/25 history: 21/25 not that good but will do (: havent gotten physics & english back yet. when i finally put something right, something else will go wrong. why like thattttt ): its not that i dont care anymore. its just ... i dont know. you might think you know what you want, but i know you still have your doubts. is this the end? i've always felt like i was going to lose you anytime. but i've never felt it as strongly as i do now. you cant have the best of both worlds. i dont want to have to share you with someone else. i dont want to have to feel that jolt of jealousy whenever i see you with her/ when you're talking to her/ when you go on & on about what she did and all that. i dont like it. i just dont. call me selfish whatever, but i'm through with it. if you cant decide what you want, then i'll decide for you. this always happens doesnt it. this dream has been going on for too long & its high time that i wake up. so now, i wait for you to say 'we could still be friends' honestly, you're the best i've ever had. & that will stand for a long time. i wish things were different. ): time 11:17 PM
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