Friday, August 25, 2006

today wasnt all that painful to go through.
i thought it would be v.much worst.
goes to show- without you, my life though not perfect, is still bearable.
okay, who'm i trying to kidd.

but i cant deny what i finally see,
you're happier with her.
senseless to go all out to get you back when you're obviously better off with her.
a sleepless night, thinking.
thinking of the pros and cons, what i want and what i should do.
what would be best for you & me.
its not a choice that i wanted to make.
but since i have made that decision, im going to stick to it.
its the only thing to do now, and i wont regret it.


physics test first thing in the morning.
its a confirmed fail. i left about 15 marks worth of questions undone. -claps
history then emath.
i dont know why but i seem to list out my timetable every friday.
CD class made me feel better cos those dumbass classmates of mine were being really stupid.
& i laughed so much, i surprised myself.
mood became considerably better.
SS class was quite alright too cos mdm norani was telling us some "stories"
and i laughed because i heard jamielee laughing.
i know what i'll do next time im depressed.
go up to jamielee & ask her to go into one of her laughing fits (:
i bet you with my broken heart that i'll laugh too.


losing you has forced me to learn
that we cant change the way we feel inside
and every try never turns out right,
we both know its better if we just let it go.



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