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Saturday, August 18, 2007
I'll just let you know smthg; you cant fake concern. Either its there, or it isn't. Im tired of your words. If you dont mean the words you say,then its best if you dont speak. Im not dense, I know who's genuine& who isnt. I dont understand why I get so flustered when you're feeling sad. I'd drop everything Im doing, call you& try to cheer you up. I'd send you countless messages& what not. Then I think, all these for what? For someone who doesnt even know when Im upset, for someone who doesnt treat me with equal importance as I treat her. A one-way friendship is tiring. You say nice things, but its a pity you dont mean them. I skipped family day yesterday. Studied with Jess& went for training. Family dinner after that. Im glad I went bcos of 2 reasons, shant mention it here& get all emotional, but I was a bit unwilling to go also bcos I wanted to go see fireworks with S. Sorry ahSam for not going last night! Parents shouldnt leave their kids in the lurch. How can you just pack your bags& leave bcos things arent going well with your husband. ityari. ysjlslt. IHY. I think its a really bad timing, but Ive missed too many competitions this year already. So Im going for this one. Really nervous about it bcos its been a long time since my last match! Thank you C, B, K& J. :) The world still goes on even when you cry or weep, it doesnt stop just bcos you've stopped living your life. Go figure. time 10:32 PM
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