Wednesday, November 07, 2007

i thought i'd be happy. ive this indescribable feeling thats somewhat in between jealousy and anger. i'd rather you push me far away than pretend to act like you care when you just cant fucking be bothered. dont tell me im the one who doesnt care, its your damn girlfriend who doesnt know how to treat you right so its not my fault. you cant keep living in the past. things've changed and you've to as well, otherwise the person who's gna suffer the most is you. you can continue being childish and immature but its only going to make things worst. if you know whats good for yourself, then grow up.

im tired of pretending. why must i pretend that im ok, when im not. why must i pretend that im happy for you, when im not. why must i pretend that i know you well, when i really dont.

i think communication is very important and so does Mo maybe thats whats missing. some things you just cant have, no matter how hard you try. the stronger someone appears, the weaker the person is in actual fact.

who are you and what have you become? or maybe i should ask, who am i and what have i become. its not a time to doubt, but a time to clarify. i think i might be going mad.
all i need, is for someone to understand me.



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